I’m restless today & can’t seem to settle into one task & get it done. I have so much to do today & haven’t really started any of it, but I’ve sat here & played countless rounds of pyramid solitaire. I apparently have the focus for that & that alone, which doesn’t really help us get ready for camping.

I have other things going on in my mind that I probably won’t ever mention here, because they are personal, on a level that I’m not comfortable sharing, but trust me, they’re keeping me from thinking about much else. I’ll work through it, but sometimes I feel very isolated, because there isn’t anyone here I can really talk to about it, either. There are just too many emotions tied up into what’s going on inside me, and many of them involve other people, I can’t talk to them because I don’t want any hurt feelings.

I am not unhappy in my marriage, we are very happy together & enjoy our life. The kids don’t have me particularly stressed out, or at least, any more than usual. My parents are fine & healthy. I’m not doing or thinking about doing anything stupid, so no worries for any of you, it’s just the standard, inner crap that everyone goes through every now & again & I’ll work through it.

I’m so not good at this “personal blog” stuff. Maybe I should just write about how I taught the kids to treat acne when they were teens & be done with it.